He sits on my lap and rests his head
on the desk between me and the keyboard
with an occasional groan of discomfort
while maintaining a position
keeping him from losing balance
and slipping away from the perfect
place between my two arms
as my feet change positions to help him balance
and me type comfortably at the same time
filing away a memory when he owned me silently
not yapping the little dog boss theme
but more a loving sweet
stretched out hug of satisfaction
that instills in me the memory
fourteen years ago when he was born
on a cold November night
along with his three brothers
all so small and blind
hunting to latch onto their mother
meanwhile I watched in amazement
never thinking of saying goodbye soon
because we buried one of his brothers last year
and my heart broke as Lucky took part of it with him
and his gimp when he ran keeps me seeing him run
among the green meadows beyond heaven’s gates
so here and now I soak in the love
that will remind me my Little Red
owned my heart as much when he was here
***Sadly, we lost Little Red on April 28, 2023 in the early hours of the morning. We are forever grateful for his wonderful companionship and love. The Lord knows my broken heart and understands I know the terms of endearment and welcome the tears today and the joyful memories tomorrow.

Our animal friends are as much family as any other child.
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Yes, they are. Except the loss is much deeper with the loss of a child.
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